Amanda Owen “Couldn’t Hold Back the Tears” as She Opens Up About Heartbreaking Split from Ex-Husband Clive

By Rachel Williams, Senior Reporter

YORKSHIRE, UK — In an emotional and candid interview, beloved shepherdess and TV star Amanda Owen revealed the heart-wrenching toll her split from ex-husband Clive has taken on her, admitting that she “couldn’t hold back the tears” as she navigates the end of their 21-year marriage. The couple, who became household names on the hit Channel 5 show Our Yorkshire Farm, announced their separation in 2022, shocking fans of the popular farming documentary.

Speaking openly for the first time about her feelings since the split, Amanda described the intense emotional struggle of adjusting to life without Clive, the father of her nine children. “It’s been a journey,” Amanda, 49, said with a tremor in her voice. “It’s not just the end of a marriage; it’s the loss of everything we built together. The kids, the farm, everything that was once part of our shared dream.”

Life After Clive

Amanda and Clive’s picturesque life on the sprawling Ravenseat Farm in the Yorkshire Dales had been a central part of their public persona. For years, fans watched as the couple raised their large family while managing their remote farming lifestyle. But behind the scenes, their relationship faced challenges that the cameras never captured.

“When the cameras stopped rolling, the reality of life set in,” Amanda revealed. “We had our share of struggles, and while we tried to work through them, eventually, we had to make the difficult decision to part ways.”

Despite the painful separation, Amanda was quick to emphasize that her relationship with Clive, though no longer romantic, remains cordial. “We’re both committed to raising our children in a positive environment,” she said. “We have our disagreements, like any separated couple, but the kids come first.”

A New Chapter

Though the emotional toll of her divorce has been immense, Amanda shared that she’s beginning to look toward the future with hope. “I’ve had to rebuild in ways I never expected,” she confessed. “But the strength I’ve found in myself and in the children is incredible. We’re taking it one step at a time.”

Amanda also spoke about the support she’s received from fans, family, and friends. “The outpouring of love and support has been overwhelming. I think a lot of people can relate to what we’ve been through.”

As for the future of Our Yorkshire Farm, Amanda has confirmed that she will continue with the show, though it will take on a slightly different direction moving forward. “I’m still a shepherdess, and I’ll always be connected to the land,” she said. “The farm is my home, and I want to share that with the world, whether I’m doing it with Clive or without.”

The Kids: The Heart of the Matter

Amanda’s children remain the most important part of her life. The couple’s children, ranging from teenagers to young adults, have played a pivotal role in the family’s journey. “The kids are resilient,” Amanda said, her voice breaking slightly. “They’ve had to adjust just as much as we have, but they’re strong. They remind me every day that we’re a family, no matter what.”

Clive, meanwhile, has remained somewhat quiet on the matter, though he has expressed his continued commitment to his children and the farm. “We’re both still focused on making sure the kids are happy and healthy,” he said in a brief statement last year.

A Public Journey

Amanda’s relationship with Clive has long been a subject of public fascination. Their split, coming after years of being in the public eye, has only intensified the public’s interest in their lives. Amanda reflected on the challenges of living out her personal life on television. “It’s not easy,” she admitted. “We put our lives out there for people to see, and it comes with its challenges. But I’ve learned that I can’t control what people think or say. I can only control how I move forward.”

Despite the difficulties, Amanda’s resilience shines through, and she remains a symbol of strength for many of her fans. “It’s not about how hard life knocks you down. It’s about how you get back up,” she concluded.

Looking to the Future

While Amanda’s future is uncertain in some respects, one thing remains clear: her love for her children and her connection to the Yorkshire Dales are unwavering. “This land is my heart,” she said. “It’s where I’m grounded, where I feel most at home. And no matter what happens in my personal life, that’s something I’ll never lose.”

As she continues to navigate this new chapter in her life, Amanda remains an enduring symbol of strength and perseverance, proving that even in the face of heartbreak, there is hope for a brighter tomorrow.